I enter into a trance with or without you,
Groping for what I feel, and what holds true
Still the relentless waves of disturbance,
Keeps lashing at me so intense
I feel the pain grow more and more,
I also feel helpless and sore
I want to tell you through my frozen tears,
Loosing you is my biggest fear
Unspoken words I think you will feel,
You taught me to keep my lips seal
Time and again you set me free,
I wonder in haste is it you or me
No one answers me but my soul,
Shows me the way to the unfilled hole
I look straight through it and find,
Our weeping tender love that binds
I let my tears flow with it ,
foolishly wise craving for a grip
Trying to remember if you were there with me,
In my trance but I couldn’t see
I shook myself out at last,
Found you digging up the past
I look at you in plight and pain,
Sorry I have caused you so much shame
Didn’t realize it you were in a fit,
A trance you were also comfortably in
I hope your soul leads you the right way,
I want for you happiness to stay
I turn away from my wrenching soul,
Punishing it, but I couldn’t console
My dear love I thought you were here to stay,
At least show me and him the honest way
